Some feelings weren't feel good but you know yourself that you can be a better person after all these. Perhaps this is life as what we defined, ups and downs shaped us to be the best.
I never explore myself until something happened in the life that hits me really hard. It grieves me to overthink things, keeps doubting myself, finds so difficult to focus, struggle, and extremely demotivated. Well, my mind is strong enough to persuade myself that I should've stopped all these, but emotionally, Nah! This is hard. In fact, I just refuse to face the truth.
ENFP, A Campaigner
I talked to a lot of people, strangers, or even someone from Befriendskl. As you know, during this MCO / CMCO period in Malaysia, I have no place to go other than staying at home. Maybe just a walk or jog outside my house.
I was so struggling until I remember about months back, I received a link from a close friend of mine to do a test regarding the 16 types of personalities. The result was incredibly accurate and the descriptions listed were mirroring me. A perfect matching. I'm a campaigner, an ENFP.
ENFP (Extroverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving)
Some characteristics of an ENFP that I found in myself are: people with this kind of personality tend to have a high sense of curiosity with new ideas. They are observant, alert with all the little things. Energetic and enthusiastic, they will have big social connections. Strong people skills, popular and friendly.
On the other hand, when it comes to weaknesses, all these are the things I shall really take note of and find out the best solution to improve myself. Overthink things, the first killer. I swear, I will always doubt, and ask myself before I get into my bed: why would someone did this and that to me, what it really means, what they do so, am I doing something so wrong? End the end of the day, I lose my sleep.
When overthinking, stress comes easily. High emotional. Independent to a fault, will always live in the world of checks and balances. Oh damn, I hate myself of being someone like this. Am I born to be like this? NO! No one is perfect in this world. In fact, I feel glad and lucky after doing the test, as I'm stepping out from my comfort zone, find my issues, and grab a chance to fix it.
Understand Your Strength & Weaknesses
Everyone has their own strength and weaknesses. You don't have to feel ashamed of what you poor at. Take up the challenge, recognize your weaknesses, and never denying them! People will love you with your strength, accept your weaknesses, I guess this is how the world should be.
Good To Understand Yourself In Deep
There's nothing wrong with my personality. Not sure if this is something that will change due to our lives and what we experienced in the future. No harm to give a try on this, you might get something that really inspiring when you able to understand yourself a bit more.
Magnifying my strength, I genuinely hope that I'm able to spread out my positive vibes to each of you, cheers!
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